Words, words are all I’m left with. They were all I ever had, I guess. For I trusted every word you uttered and though I heard all that you didn’t, I knew. Although my feelings are still hurt, for it is very humiliating to be picked up and moved about an ocean of emotions and left back at the shore without a clue. I think at times, who am I? And how will this pain escape? I’m still on the shore, sitting with a breath of life gone by and trying to grasp every last breath that I can. I realise now the odds were always against me. That there were all the signs that you weren’t here to stay. I do visit the memories that we created together, again and again, but all I find is the reflection of me I’ve lost in you. So I decided to call it quits, I ain’t gonna write poetless words to you anymore, neither will I cry a silent cry. I have accepted that I didn’t come unscathed from all the love I gave and that I’ll have to go. This is a thank you for showing me that sometimes there’s no way to escape but you abandon and let go. So, I abandon you today to never look back.
Someone who’d once dread abandoning you.